My mind fails to understand....

yeahhhhhhhhhhh

Fri, 27 May 2005 04:14:09 GMT

MY NEW LIVEJOURNAL IS:

www.livejournal.com/~sarahgone_wild
SO ADD IT!
DELETE THIS ONE... it got old and wouldn't let me change my settings
dumb fuck<3 goodnight

½dayleft!

Fri, 27 May 2005 03:41:09 GMT

i can't believe after tomorrow i'll be a senior! i've been waiting for this for like 12 years. i'm excited!!!

sooo. me and angie got out at 10:40 today and we went to the shop so amy could wax my eyebrows. we left and went to toyota to see her momma and we saw mikell and john! we went next door to the bank to see my mom then went to circle k and waited for everyone to get out of school. me ang mike ash and megan went and ate pablos, of course. met everyone back at circle k then i took mike and angie to his brothers truck. me ash erica haley and emily went up to tokyo joes so they could eat, but me and ash ran to the mall to american eagle real quick.
thenn all of us got in my car and drove out to needwood to see our old teachers, well i wanted to see mrs. purvis atleast but they were bein bitches and wouldnt let any 'former students' in. haha it was gay so we left and just rode around... then me and ashley went and cleaned our cars out and came and chilled at my house for a little bit. then we went to zaxbys.. then to walmart.

OMG this old lady came FLYING into a parkin spot next to us and she kept inching forward and hit a buggy and the buggy was like hitting this nice ass car in front of her but she didn't give a fuck, she kept pulling up. then got out, moved the buggy, looked at HER car... didn't bother with the other car... and went inside. it was so funny, you would have had to been there. but anyway.. i came home and i've been studying hahaha.

by the way... as SOON as the senior girls get out of the heron house this week my mom is gonna book it for us next year.. so sorry "dry-house girls"... the house is ours.

GRADUATION TOMORROW!
Congradulations Kristy Luke Mike Justin Robbie Alli Craig Hobbit Jamie and all of you others:) i'm proud of ya'll.

PARTY THIS WEEKEND
AND NEXT WEEKEND
AND THE WEEKDAYS.
SUMMER IS HERE!!!

hoooooodie whoooooooo

Thu, 26 May 2005 14:18:11 GMT

done with finals for the day. first pd. was a lot easier than i thought.
me and angie are leaving in 23 minutes:)
and going to get eyebrows waxed and going to see her mommy
then don't know
CALLLLL

ima be up all night

Thu, 26 May 2005 03:14:54 GMT

damn homie i'm a big procrastinator.... NOT GOOD

i have projects too do and shit, but goodnight<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAMANTHA AND MARTHA TOMORROW!

01. Name: Sarah
02. Birth date: may 24
03. Birthplace: brunswick,ga
04. Current Location: my room
05. Eye Color: lately--blue
06. Hair Color: blonde
07. Height: 5'1½
08. Righty or Lefty: right bitch
09. Zodiac Sign: gemini
10. Marital Status: girlfriend;) jk. i'm single
11. Nicknames: fuck nasty.. doofie.. rah rah.. sarah gone wildsmith.. dumbass
13. Siblings: uh huh
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STUFF THAT ISN'T REALLY IMPORTANT BUT IS ASKED ANYWAYS

14. What did you do yesterday?: well it was my birthday... picked up elizabeth, went to school... came home got ready went to outback with a bunch of people... then went to josh poe's with haley and erica.....then went back to erica's and went to sleep

16. What are you doing tomorrow? picking elizabeth up, taking 2 finals and peacing the hell outta school! then don't know

17. What are you listening to?: disney commercial

18. What country would you most like to visit?: italy

19. What are you most afraid of?: clowns.. and cops

20. What are you wearing?: grey cheerleading shorts and a blue winterplace tshirt

21. What are you thinking about right now? this question

22. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: pink

23. One pillow or two, cotton or feather?: two of each

24. How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup?: open my mouth and bite down

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ARE YOU...

25. Single?: YUP
27. Understanding?: sometimes
28. Arrogant?: i donno
29. Insecure?: nah
30. Interesting?: DUH!
31. Friendly?: yep
32. Smart?: hell no
33. Moody?: eh not really
34. Childish?: can be
35. Independent?: yes no
36. Emotionally Stable?: kinda
37. Shy?: hell mother fuck nah
38. Attractive?: AM I
39. Bored Easily?: yessssh
40. Responsible?: can be
41. Sad?: not really
42. Obsessive?: no
43. Obsessive compulsive?: nope
44. Psycho?: hahaha naw
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WHAT'S...

45. Your heritage?: hm the old people from a long time ago

46. Your weakness?: not letting go

47. Your fears?: man, clowns

48. Your perfect pizza?: only pepperoni bitch

50. Your current Mood?: sleepy

51. Your current Music?: the disney music

52. Your current Taste?: orbit

53. Your current Hair?: fuckedup

54. Your current Smell: nuffin

55. Your current Favorite Celebrity: dumbquestion you faggot

56. Your most overused phrase on AIM/AOL/MSN: probably ok

57. Your thoughts first waking up?: fuck the alarm clock

58. Your best physical feature?: dkdk

59. Your bedtime?: when i fall asleep

60. Your most missed memory?: ........

61. Your good luck charm?: my ring

62. Your favorite quote?: i dont know

63. The worst song you ever heard:FUCKING "LONELY" BY AKON

64. The last thing you ate?: a buff chicken finger

65. The last thing you said?: night

66. The best song you ever heard?: probably some kenny chesney song

67. The shoes you wore today?: brown flipflops.. then my new balances at work

68. The most embarrassing thing you've done?: fuck embarrassment

69. Your room is like?: dumb

70. Goal you'd like to achieve?: PASS ALL MY CLASSES DAMMIT

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HAVE YOU EVER

71. Fallen for your best friend?: naw
72. Made out with JUST a friend?: yea
73. Been rejected?: probably
74. Been in love?: nope
75. Been in lust?: hmmmmmmmm
76. Used someone?: yeahs
77. Been used?? probably
78. Cheated on someone?: yeah
79. Been cheated on?: yeah
80. Done something you regret?: nothing should be regretted
81. Loved someone so much it made you cry?: nope
82. Smoked?: yeah
83. Broken the law?: well yeah
84. Broken a bone?: never
85. Cheated on a test?: yep
86. Skinny dipped?: haha yeah
87. Played truth or dare?: yep
88. Flashed someone?: maybe
89. Mooned someone?: dont thnk so
90. Kissed someone you didn't know?: yep
91. Been in a physical fight?: maybe with mallory
92. Ridden in a police car?: yep
93. Been on a plane?: yes
94. Come close to dying?: i dont think
95. Been in a sauna?: yea
96. Been in a hot tub?: yesssssh
97. Swam in the ocean?: yes and i hate the ocean
98. Done illegal drugs?: eh
99. Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yep
100. If so, was it mixed company?: yeah but i always win;)
101. Been trashed or extremely intoxicated?: not realllllllly but
102. Been called a tease?: haha yeah
103. Gotten beaten up?: fuckno i dont fight
104. Considered a life of crime?: nah
105. Considered being a hooker?: rian calls me one at work haha
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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON

106. You talked to in person?: mallowy
107. You talked to on the phone?: erica
108. You instant messaged?: elizabeth
109. You had lunch with?: well.. erica haley angie ashley and katie
110. You kissed?: frank
111. Who broke your heart?: shutup
112. Who kissed you?: well uh probably the same answer too 110
113. You had physical contact with?: forgot
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DO YOU

114. Color your hair?: highlight it
115. Have tattoos? naw
116. Have Piercings?: yeah
117. Floss daily? no
118. Own a web cam?: nope
119. Ever get off the damn computer?: i'm always 'away'
120. Like Parks?: i dont care
121. Like school?:i hate school a lot
122. Collect anything?: not really
123. Work?: yeah
124. Like shopping?: if i find anything
125. Party?: hell yeah
126. Smoke?: not cigarretts
127. Sing?: durrrrr
128. Have a crush?: wouldn't call it a 'crush'
129. Do you think you've been in love?: nope
130. Want to go to college?: yeah
131. Like(d) high school?: at certain time periods
132. Want to get married?: in the future
133. Believe in yourself?: yeah
134. Get motion sickness?: hellno
135. Think you're attractive? dk
136. Think you're a health freak?: nononon
137. Get along with your parent(s)? 75% of the time
138. Like thunderstorms?: not really
139. Play an instrument?: i can
140. Do you have a lava lamp?: no.. MALLORY WAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO OURS!
141. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: sometimes
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PREFERENCES.....

142. Pepsi or Coke: coke
143. McDonald's or Burger King: bk
144. Single or group dates: fuck dates
145. Adidas or Nike: nike?
146. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i dont know/care
147. Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
148. Cappuccino or coffee: cappichino
149. Chicken or fish: CHICKEN.. fuck seafood
150. Thongs or Panties: depends
151. Boxers or Briefs: boxers
152. Candy or mints: caaanndddyyy
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IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU
153. Drank alcohol?: yeah
154. Smoked?: yeah
155. Done a drug?: yeah
156. Had Sex?: naw
157. Made Out?: yea
158. Gone on a date?: nopeeeee
159. Gone to the mall?: yes
160. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: hell nah
161. Eaten sushi?: nah.. never will
162. Been on stage?:last saturday
163. Been dumped?: no
164. Gone skating?: NO
165. Made homemade cookies?: nope
166. Gone skinny diping?: no
167. Dyed your hair?: no
168. Stolen anything?: i dont think
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IN A GUY/GIRL

169. Best eye color: just pretty
170. Best hair color: depends
171. Short or long hair: DEPENDS
172. Height: taller than me.. which is never a problem
173. Best weight: nice body;) just not fat haha ok i'm mean
174. Best articles of clothing: dk
175. Best first date location: who gives a shit
176. Best first kiss location: dito

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DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

177. Aliens?: fuckno
178. Angels?: yeah
179. Heaven?: yep
666. Hell?: yep
180. God?: yesssss
181. Yourself?: hell yes
182. Ghosts?: yeah
183. Love?: i guess
184. Love at first sight: maybe
185. The tooth fairy?: no
186. Santa Claus?: no
187. Cupid? naw
188. The Easter Bunny?: fuck him
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YOUR FUTURE

189. Where do you want to go to college?: here then valdosta
191. What do you want to be when you grow up?: radiologist
192. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with: dont know
193. Where do you want to get married?: ??????
194. Do you want to have a small or big wedding?: BIG
195. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: dk dk shutup
196. Do you want to have children?: yeah
197. How many children do you want to have?: 2
198. What do you want to name them?: Hallie, Reagan, Payton, Schuylar, Hayden.. somethin
199. Where do you want to live?: in brunswick elohel
200. How do you want to die?: peacfully
201. Was this survey worth your time? NO DAMMIT

yayuh

Thu, 26 May 2005 02:24:22 GMT

BIRTHDAY PICTURES! <--CLICK THAT!

only 2 finals tomorrow:)
call me

yayyyy

Wed, 25 May 2005 15:25:15 GMT

I had a good birthday. I woke up yesterday morning with 3 text messages and voicemail from Ashley. Erica made it right at 12:00AM to tell me Happy Birthday.. YAY I LOVE HER! So Bekah & Rachel were the other two.. and throughout the day I had 21 more people text me and tell me and everyone was telling me allll day. hehehe. So after school I went to Circle K to talk to Erica & Haley... then Amber came up there for a minute. I went home and me, Elizabeth, Kristin, & Mallory all got ready, then Sara came over... then Megan. We took pictures then headed over to Outback.
I get there.. and it was only me elizabeth megan and sara at the time, but I forgot my battery to my camera at home! So me and Elizabeth ran over to CVS and got a camera. Then Kristin, Mallory, Luke, & Travy got there.. then Erica, my girlfriend;)... Haley & Emily got there and the foooood... oh man it was good. Brittany & Bekah came by and gave me a reallllly cute card hehe. I LOVE ALL OF YALL!
We left there and went by Grandy's then took Megan to Clev. I went home for a little bit and my daddy let me stay with Erica so we could "study!"

I met her and Haley at Winn-Dixie at like 9:10 and we flew to Darien to go see Josh Poe! We rode around Darien in his jeep for a while then took Haley back home and we went to Erica's... and talked about A LOT! I LOVE HER SHE MADE MY BIRTHDAY:):) andddd I love all of the rest of you too:)

My daddy & stepmom gave me a card with $50.... and then a HIGHWAY SOUND business card.... !!!! written on the back was "1 LA 1502 AMP.......... with good grades!" hehe so I'll probably get it next week! Travis Ashley & Emily gave me money.. and Megan gave me a cute halter top, some jewelry and some other things hehe THANKS YA'LL.

I save the best for last. ERICA'S!! hehe she bought me alll this kinda stuff that reminded me of our inside jokes. She got "Bubble Yum" representin "BLUEBERRY YUM YUM!" a woopie cushin haha for me when i said "do you change your airbags"... hmmm a truck.. no comment... A CROWN! and i have it on my head righttt now.. hehe... a compass! for the SARAH WILDSMITH KNOWS ERICA.. a bunch of other stuff.
all in all my birthday was good!:)

Anyway, I just took my 3rd pd. finaly. So now I can leave early tomorrow and go eat with Samo, Brit, Bekah and whoever else. HEHE

I have to work after school...... but then I neeeeed/have to study
byeeee now!

okkkkkkkkkkay

Tue, 24 May 2005 11:13:23 GMT

IT IS MY BIRTHDAY.

ohshittttt

Tue, 24 May 2005 02:10:20 GMT

awwww i love ashley and malo
they tied balloons to my car today and gave me happy early birthday notes
hehe I LOVE YA'LL A LOT

work was dumb tonight.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 1 HOUR AND 52 MINUTES AND I WILL BE 17 IN.............
13 hours & 48 minutes... HELL YEAH.
oh that time will be 11:57AM
heeeeeeheeeeee

Aww

Mon, 23 May 2005 15:14:19 GMT

The seniors are taking their finals today. And then they are gone! LUCKY THEM!

I woke up a little late today cause I couldn't fall asleep last night. I think I finally fell asleep at like 1, but I kept waking up in the middle of the night because I swear something was tapping on my winder. harharhar. i got to school at 8:18 and looked at my phone and I had a missed call.. it was ELIZABETH. so I screamed, "OH FUCK I FORGOT TO GET ELIZABETH." so Ashley jumped in my car and we hurried and got to her house by 8:20 and made it back to school within short minutes and still managed to get to school on time. Haha elizabeth i love you my bad!

Anyway... my eye still hurts. but I don't feel like typing.

oh yeah, TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!

p.s.

Mon, 23 May 2005 02:59:57 GMT

i love meghan leigh o'quinn like a whole bunch.
my search girl.
YEAH STFU!

?

Mon, 23 May 2005 02:50:13 GMT

i just took a survey about what senior suprelative should i get or something
and it said "best all around"
so to all you seniors... VOTE FOR ME FOR BEST ALL AROUND NEXT YEAR! =P

Anyway. This weekend... SUCKED. to sum it all up I mean. The dance recital went good, but other than that it hasn't been good.
I HATE THIS.

We were really busy at work tonight. stayed on a wait til 9, but I really need hours.
but I'm really sleepy so peace out

Only two days!

linelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelinelineline

I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so
I should've held on tight, I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothin' I was stupid, I was foolish, I was lyin' to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you, 'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything, I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips, cause I don't have a choice.
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by myside
Right here, 'cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause we belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Whos' gonna talk to me on the phone 'til the sun comes up
Whos' gonna take your place there ain't nobody there
Oh baby baby we belong together

I can't sleep at night, when you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio, singing to me
'If you think you're lonely'
Wait a minute this is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station, so I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Baby face
I only think of you & it's breaking my heart
I'm tryin' to keep it together, but I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element, throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song ain't half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please 'cause we belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Whos' gonna talk to me on the phone 'til the sun comes up
Whos' gonna take your place there ain't nobody there
Oh baby baby we belong together

seniors !

Sat, 21 May 2005 15:24:52 GMT

the junior/senior assembly was saddd. but it was also exciting.
we also got yearbooks yesterday.. they are really pretty

i can't believe only one more week of being juniors. i'll be a senior hell yeah!!!!! and this time next year i'll be graduating.. ahhhhh

last night was boring. i'm usually having fun on friday nights but oh well. ummmm sara came over and we went to erica's, got pissssssed off so we left and i took sara's hungry ass to mcdonalds. then we went to winn dixie and sat up there forever talking to justin and corey. then ric and whitney came up there, then JT. we left there and went and got emily from erica's then went to zaxby's. it was yummmmmy..... but we left and went up to STRIKE ZONE!!!!!!!!!! haahahahhaha

on the way there, there was a black truck that looked like josh mead so we went and got up beside him and emily rolled the window down and i wanted to race him so she taps the hood.... okay so the window starts rolling down and its a FATASS UGLY MEXICAN!!!!! it was too funny though.
then i tried racing phillip.. but he beat me.

i took sara back to her car then went to peaches and talked to phillip john and larry then left and went and saw emily the it started raining REALLLLLLL bad so i went home. and went to sleeeeeep

i'm about to get in the shower and go eat at pablo's... with erica emily and sara
dance recital tonight
and don't know about afterwards
but peace out

well uh

Fri, 20 May 2005 03:12:16 GMT

so i'm thinking about using my new livejournal. i really want blogspot. but i can't figure out how to work it. dammmmmit man

i went to mojoes after school with erica lilmama and lilsara.
and it was yummmy
me&sara went to grandys so she could see brian, then went to the mall
then went and rode around with alli luke and sara
and thennnnnnn went and ate at tokyo joes
cause we're big but it was dankkkkkk
it was me sara alicia haleyM kristy blake and hobbit

i took sara back to her car then went home
went over to sara's and watched the oc with her
it was gooooooood

NOW I'M HERE BORED BORED BORED>>>>
and i need to go to bed. peace out

hahahaha this is terrible.

okayyyyyy

Thu, 19 May 2005 15:28:55 GMT

i'm going to be 17 tuesday. and i think we are going to millhouse.... so if someone has already been then let me know if it's good. ohh ohh thinking about food just makes me hungrier. i gotta start eating breakfast again, i always forget.

we were reallly busy at work last night. before my dad left from up there he gave me the gas card since i passed all my graduation tests:) so when i got off i went to peaches because they DO have the cheapest gas, and filled up! $37.09 shame shame.

i went over to sara's cause she got her GA yearbooks. and they turned our really good.
WE GET OURS TOMORROW!!

I've got a project due in first pd. but I don't think i've gotta turn it in because we have JUNIOR/SENIOR assembly.
we'll be SENIORS TOMORROW hell yeah!!!!!

today i think i'm gonna go shopping with sara
then go hangout with luke chuck alli amber? maybe dont' know
then maybe if i can get money go eat at tokyo joes with kristy and them if they still go
thennn i gotta do some projects for extra credit
cause if i fail any classes then "i'm gettin my car sold."
doubt that but you knowwww not getting a system:(

i'm ready for the weekend. i'll be out of drama at the recital

but mrs. davis is being a
b
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so fuck her.
peace out.

Thu, 19 May 2005 03:32:21 GMT

i'm not happy.

ole gooofy ass

Wed, 18 May 2005 18:39:41 GMT

mrs. duke is a bitch
i've had her 3 times already today
we're watching a movie in here and i need the answers.
but everyone is sleeping
or arguing with her

and man i just read morgans LJ
and i want a chicken caesar salad
NOW.

i gotta work today
but then i'm off til sunday

more shit went down at lunch
but i think it's all good and straight now
i hope... =\

i think we are going to millhouse for my birthday
only if its good
so you knowwww
i'll be able to get into rated R movies
thats about it
the next year i can buy gars
and then 3 years later, i can buy alcohol.
TIGHTTT.

me & leah/willie have like 5 projects to do by monday so we can pass
and i'm doing all of them
fo sho.

and i might be getting my new system friday:)
but i might have to wait to see if i pass all my classes.

ANYWAY.
i don't have much more to say
peace

pssst

Wed, 18 May 2005 15:34:05 GMT

its about to rain.
or even storm....

and uhhhhhh today is drama
yeah i agree with elizabeth
i DO put up with a lot of bullshit.

okaybye.

aldfkjadf

Wed, 18 May 2005 03:04:02 GMT

i haven't had the best of days. yesterday i forgot to update i think. maybe not but i donno. i left school and went and ate with alli and amber. then came home for a little bit. then met amber and amber and we rode around then i had dance rehearsal. aw the daddy dance is so cute.

today... started off bad. i was just having a bad morning. i got to school and saw a text message i really didnt care to see and graduation test scores were in. i just knew for sure i failed science and social studies, so i was def. expecting it. well she gave me my scores and i had to look twice... I PASSED ALL 4! that put me in a better mood. i went all day and just like drug around.. it was lame. after school i went home. then i met kristy and her mom at the mall but i didn't feel like shopping so i left and went and got emily. we rode around then went up to pablos. definitely left there and we went to matteo's then i took her home & went to my house to eat... then went and picked mal up.. just kept seeing/hearing shit i didn't care too so all in all this day has sucked.

i'm ready for this weekend.
i know i'll be able to stay out of all this bullshit unless someone wants to start shit with me at the recital. and i'm not feelin' that one.

i wonder what's going to happen next.
and i don't want to think about it.
i sound all depressed and shit, i'm really not i'm just hurt.

i'm watching the CMA's.
and not going to bed until i see KENNY CHESNEY<3 on here

i have a new favorite song... faith hill, mississippi girl.. hehe

HOLY SHIT I JUST FOUND MY REMOTE !!!!!!!!!

Some History
Birthday: May 24, 1988
Time you were born: 11:57 AM
Parents: my daddy is Eddie AKA edweirdo... my mom is jan.. and my stepmom is Amy
Who do you live with: my daddy, amy, mal, & tater
Where do you live: in a lame ass neighborhood

Favorites
Song: Mississippi Girl & We Belong Together
Singer: Kenny chesney.. what a stupid question
Sport to do: DANCE DUH
And to watch: umm.. NASCAR. but is that a sport?
Color: pink, yellow, black
Thing to do: dance
Word: fuck haha
Album: dumb question
Person: depends haha
Teacher: Messer & Moolisssssss
Relative: it changes haha
Scent: ohhhh armani on guys.

Least Favorites
Song: Lonely... omg that song is aggravating as fuck
Singer: ummm the guy who sings purple rain is pretty lame
Color: GREEN.. purple and brown
Person: hmmm don't know righ tnow
Teacher: MR. AKIN
Relative: my uncle.... and his daughter
Scent: chinese food

Last Time
Time went shopping:almost today, but other than that... i don't even remember
Song you sang: Drugs or Jesus- Tim McGraw
Thing you said:daddddddd
You smoked: yesterday
You drank: drank what? i drank sweet tea like an hour ago
You did something illegal: probably today?
Did the dirty: virgin niggi
Danced: earlier.. bc i had to make sure my shoes were otay. haha
Laughed: like an hour ago
Cried: few hours ago.. i'm pathetic

Last Person
You hugged: umm i dont even know
You kissed: don't wanna talk about itttttt
You yelled at: probably mal haha
That called you: mitch
You called:luke
You IM'd:mallory.. even though shes like 10 feet away
You saw: my dad
To make you cry: don't wanna say it... but it aint who yall think it is.. well kinda but someone else too
To email you: my grandma

Do you
Pray? i should more
Laugh? too much
Smile? yep
Cry? not a lot
Drink illegally? i haven't since PROM
Smoke illegally? ehh. yeah
Wear your seatbelt? yeah if its raining, thats bad i know
Drive? yep
Believe everything happens for a reason? YES!
Love your family & friends? yep
Have a job? yeah at spankys
Have your own vehicle? sho nuff
Have your own house? hell mutha fuk nah

Have you
Been to Arizona? wtf.. haha nahh
Seen an anteater? NO BUT OMG KENNY CHESNEY JUST GOT ENTERTAINER OF THE YEAR OMGGGGGG, but hes married
Been to a concert? yeah lots of them... like 15 haha.. and been to kenny chesney's 3 times bittttttchhhh
Been in love? fuck bein in love
Had chicken pox? yep but i dont remember them

This is it
Are you bored with this? yeah, but its straight i aint got nothin else to do
Ready for it to be over? sure
TOO BAD! ok?
So where did you find this? bzoink, duh.
Okay bye ......peace

that was lame, but i was bored as shit.

yeah

Tue, 17 May 2005 23:15:40 GMT

what's a true friend?
someone please tell me.

today has not been decent
besides the fact that i did pass all my graduation tests
but that's the only good thing

this hurts.
fuckgirls.

bullshit

Tue, 17 May 2005 15:07:07 GMT

i hate this day
someone else wanna turn against me?

LET ME KNOW CAUSE I SURE WOULD LIKE TO KNOW.
this is bullshit

peace

FUCK IT

Tue, 17 May 2005 02:59:48 GMT

fuck all this fucking bullshit.
anymore people wanna believe some fucking bullshit and not be my friend

FUCK THIS SHITTTT

i'm so ready to get out of all the highschool bullshit

Mon, 16 May 2005 15:31:52 GMT

man fuck guys.

lalalaaalalala

Mon, 16 May 2005 15:06:07 GMT

its our seniors last week!
and ours is next week!
yesssh.. senior finally NIGGA WHAT
senior week is next week... get crunk

today is lame. its monday. i've gotta go take my car to get the oil changed
its wayyy past due haha. and it's leaking oil, i think thats bad?
HMMMMMprobably so

anywayy......
I WANT TOKYO JOES
sounds gooood to me

i can't wait til this summer
but that's all i gotta say.

except, fuck my battery. it goes dead to quick
PEACEOUT.

dammit man

Mon, 16 May 2005 02:23:52 GMT

um. this weekend has been boring&lame&shitty.

Friday.... after school me&erica went to spanky's to get my check then to the bank. then of course to eat... at mojoes. megan came up there, then luke. they had to go to work . i went to my house and she went to hers, then sara came over. me and her went to erica's then left for the game. wtf it was $7 to get in. we won the first game... 10-2, then played again... in like the 2nd inning me haley and sara left and went to zaxby's, came back and we lost.. 10-2 hah. so they had to play again the next day. we left and just rode around, took sara back to her car, then went up to zaxby's to talk to luke & megan. we were on the way to take haley home and saw this tightttt truck with a black guy standin outside of it so we stopped and talked to him. hahaha HE HAD BATMAN DOORS!!! it was tight. anywayyyyyy we didn't have anything to do so we went back to erica's and crashedddd.

Saturday.... woke up around 10 and was gonna go to the beach, but asshole was there so decided not too. i came home for a little while, got dressed and stufffff then meghan o'quinn called me! so i went to her house for a little while and saw jake.. aw he's too cute. went to erica's for a little bit then we went back to meghan's and rode with her.. oh no first day driver;) haha... naw.. we went with her to captain joes then back to her house. me and erica left and went to her house for a lil bit then back to the baseball game... we lost:( it was sad cause its the last name craig carl lott and brian will play. awwww but anyway... we left there and went to pablos then sat up at circle k. amber & alli came up there then we went over to david benjamins and it was lame as shit. so we dipped out there.... some dumbass tried to race me... umm NOBODY FUCKS WITH THE BEAMER;) she ain't gone let a GMC beat her. heheeheh ahhahah ok shutup. went to winn dixie.. of course, and talked to dave chris and some guy with him. then we went to mcdonalds and went back to ericas.

Today.... woke up early and went to church. got out and i went home and got ready then picked kristy up and we went to the beach. I FINALLY SAW MY ASHLEY!! sorry i didnt talk to you much.. I'M SCARED OF DOGS lol. but I LOVE YOU! we didn't get to stay long cause we both had to work. we left at 3 and went to TCBY yummmmmm then headed back to brunswick. came home and took a shower and all then went to work. we were busy as sooon as i got there urgh. amber and alli came and saw me, then bo finally let me leave at like 8:45.

now i'm just sitting here.. its only 10:18 but i'm so tired.
so i think i'm going to sleeeeep
goodnight.

i don't stop breathing everytime the phone rings
my heart don't race when someone's at my door
i've almost given up thinkin' you're ever gonna call
i don't believe in magic anymore
i just don't lie awake at night
asking God to get you off my mind....
Its getting better all the time.

fridayyyy

Fri, 13 May 2005 15:17:57 GMT

Today started off good alright. Me and mal woke up a little late but still managed to get to chick fil a. kristy and ashley were already there.... And erica had just gotten there cause shes slow too. Nikki malo and stacy were there, then amber came up there. And it was gooooooood.

We had a sub in first pd. Again today and she yells a lot.
And in 2nd pd. We had a discussion about kids doing drugs and getting pregnant and decided it was because brunswick is boring and theres nothing to do. I mean shit.

So we have a tight sub in here..... He interrupted me and angies convo.... And he apologized. Tightttttt

Yeah we are going to the meeting next week megan hahahahahahaha

Going to the baseball playoffs tonight.
$7 to get in what the fuck.

Sadie got stolen. Sadie is angies dog
The black people probably stole her
And probably cooked her too

Shit my phone just vibrated reallllllllly loud